Well the next time you all hear from me I'll be the big 3-0! Damn. I think I'm over the initial shock/depression of leaving my twenties, but I might feel different come Sunday. We've decided to go to the Bears game (oh football... how fun) and just bum around downtown for the day/evening. Now, I've never really been a football fan until I started dating jerkmo, but I'll admit that I kinda dig it now. Not like I would watch it when he wasn't home, but I do enjoy watching it with him. My mom isn't into football at all, but she's been to a few Bears games and says their a blast. Why not, right? We've got nothing else to do. Knowone can give us a straight answer on plans, so forget them. I ran into one set of neighbors last night, and they were all like "Well, I'm not sure what we're doing but I'm sure we'll be around" Ok, if you don't want to hang out just say so! It's ok really! Just don't jerk me around with an answer. Then, he called our other neighbors this morning and asked them if they wanted to join us for the game, and they're ditching us to go to our old neighbors house for a party.....that we weren't invited to....even though we've been friends since the day we moved in. Kinda hurt by that, but I'm sure not gonna make it an issue. It's just not worth it.
So, that's about it. The little ones comes home Monday, I think, so that will make me happy. I miss her so badly this time. Crazy.
Hope everyone has a safe and happy New Year!
Hugs and kisses
Friday, December 29, 2006
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Is it my birthday yet?
I guess not because I no see Colin anywhere...lol. I did watch 'Phone Booth' last night. Not that great of a movie, but I could've kept him company in that booth though. Man, am I bad or what? Maybe just a case of lacking, but by my choice so it's ok......I guess.
Anyways, what's everyone doing for New Years? Still nothing set in stone on my end. I wanted to have a bunch of friends over to my house, but that doesn't seem to be coming together AT ALL. Then last night he mentioned maybe trying to get some of us together and go out for a nice dinner. Ok. Sounds good. Now where are all my peeps at? Knowone seems to have themselves together, and I'm getting bored with all the wishwashy answers. Well too bad then. Another boring birthday. :(
I miss my baby terriably. It's driving me nuts. I feel so lost at home without her there. Last night the dog started barking and in a whisper I told him to be quiet. Then I found my brain and remembered that she wasn't upstairs sleeping, so I then told him to bark his little self away. The puppies think I'm nuts. I think I'm nuts sometimes too. I think I'm going to call her when I'm done typing this as a matter of fact.
Work sucks. The boss is still an ass. I still need a new job. Despiratly. Have to buckle down next week and fix that problem. Man, I was ready to call in yesterday and go get me a job at the Target until I found something better. This place makes my stomach hurt, and makes me cry, and drives me nuts. Oh and did I point out that I get paid shit? Yeah. I know.
Not much else today. Just sitting here trying to still hold onto my twenties for as long as possible. Oh, did I mention that I can be an enormus geek too? No wait you already new that when you saw the picture of my new boots. LOL
Hugs and kisses
Anyways, what's everyone doing for New Years? Still nothing set in stone on my end. I wanted to have a bunch of friends over to my house, but that doesn't seem to be coming together AT ALL. Then last night he mentioned maybe trying to get some of us together and go out for a nice dinner. Ok. Sounds good. Now where are all my peeps at? Knowone seems to have themselves together, and I'm getting bored with all the wishwashy answers. Well too bad then. Another boring birthday. :(
I miss my baby terriably. It's driving me nuts. I feel so lost at home without her there. Last night the dog started barking and in a whisper I told him to be quiet. Then I found my brain and remembered that she wasn't upstairs sleeping, so I then told him to bark his little self away. The puppies think I'm nuts. I think I'm nuts sometimes too. I think I'm going to call her when I'm done typing this as a matter of fact.
Work sucks. The boss is still an ass. I still need a new job. Despiratly. Have to buckle down next week and fix that problem. Man, I was ready to call in yesterday and go get me a job at the Target until I found something better. This place makes my stomach hurt, and makes me cry, and drives me nuts. Oh and did I point out that I get paid shit? Yeah. I know.
Not much else today. Just sitting here trying to still hold onto my twenties for as long as possible. Oh, did I mention that I can be an enormus geek too? No wait you already new that when you saw the picture of my new boots. LOL
Hugs and kisses
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Finally
Well I finally upgraded to the 'new blogger' and, as some of you can/will see, I am able to comment again. It's about friggin time, right?!
Christmas was....well Christmasy. The little one left me at noon on Christmas day & will be back next week. I'm always so lost without her. This time broke my heart though because when we were getting her all ready she burst into tears, wrapped herself around my waist, and told me how much she didn't want to leave. Man did the tears start a-flowin from me. It muct suck as a kid to have to go back and forth and all the crap that goes along with it. Luckely it's more common now than it was when I was growing up, so she has plenty of friends that share the same experiences as her, but it doesn't make it any easier I'm sure.
She called me last night, and she sounded horser that I don't know what. Damn, I thought all this cold/flu shit might just pass my house by but I guess not. So, now I can expect her to come home sicker that a dog because they will have run her into the ground, and not made sure she gets enough rest, etc. I still don't get letting a 9 year old go to bed whenever the hell she feels like it, and most of the time she falls asleep way after all the adults do. 2, 3 in the morning? But of course I can't say much because when she's with him it's his rules, but I'm still finding it hard to see the common sense in that way of thinking. Oh well, I guess I'm left to pick up the pieces like always. Fucker. (sorry)
After she left the jerk and I went to see 'The Good Sheppard'. If you haven't seen it yet get your butt out there and see it. It ROCKED!! Kinda long, but easy to follow the story line (it was a doosey). We came home and he cooked prime rib. I was stuffed to the hilt!! Santa was very nice to me. He put remote start on my truck (which looks awesome by the way), got me a new Coach purse and matching wristlet, two more seasons of 'Charmed', a sweat outfit from the Harley store, and my 'fluff momma' boots from Ugg. Now if you haven't seen them yet be prepared. They are comfortable as hell, but are one of those items that are SO silly looking it makes them cool. Here's a picture..........
I know, silly right? They rock! I went to the CVS with them on and some woman pointed me out to her kids and made some comment about the easter bunny or something. Bitch. I did have to laugh though....cause they are kinds silly....but they still rock!!!!
How was everyone else's Christmas? Was Santa good to all of you? or were you naughty ;)
Hugs and Kisses
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Lean in real close...........
I'm going to let you in on wht I want for my birthday......since it's only 5 DAYS AWAY......are you ready.........
Yep....that's all I want.....just him....and NOTHING ELSE!!! And I mean NOTHING else...on or around. He doesn't even have to know my name. Just as long as he doesn't call me someone else. No morals, no nothing, just him and I and a lot of naughty stuff. Naughty, naughty, naughty stuff.....tee hee.
Why have I posted this otherwise moral-less post...well because we were having a discussion today about who would you throw your morals out the window for given the chance. Well here he is.
Yes, he's a slut
Yes, he can, occasionally look a little 'dirty'
But, he can be my dirty slut any day of the week!!!
I'm waiting for you Colin.....
Hugs and kisses
Yep....that's all I want.....just him....and NOTHING ELSE!!! And I mean NOTHING else...on or around. He doesn't even have to know my name. Just as long as he doesn't call me someone else. No morals, no nothing, just him and I and a lot of naughty stuff. Naughty, naughty, naughty stuff.....tee hee.
Why have I posted this otherwise moral-less post...well because we were having a discussion today about who would you throw your morals out the window for given the chance. Well here he is.
Yes, he's a slut
Yes, he can, occasionally look a little 'dirty'
But, he can be my dirty slut any day of the week!!!
I'm waiting for you Colin.....
Hugs and kisses
Friday, December 22, 2006
Happy Ho Ho Ho to you!!!
Every year I buy the little one a gingerbread house that we build together. This year she insisted that she build it all by herself. Sure. No problem. Well let me tell you....no wait better yet let me show you.......
The blurry striped thing in the backround of the first picture is her dancing around like the fools we tend to be. I think it turned out AWESOME!! The dogs were having a field day while she was making it. The were both standing at her feet, and catching all the treats that were falling onto the floor. (there was TONS too) Less clean up for me which rocked!!
Not much else. Have to work a full day today (no suprise) and then I'm off until Tuesday. The little one leaves me at noon on Christmas day for a week with her dad. I'm sad already, but hopefully the time will fly by. She was commenting that she'll be coming home to an older mommy though....smartass. It's been raining her all friggin week!! Where's the snow damnit? This morning she said "Well I was hoping for a white christmas not a wet christmas." Ahh, sometimes kids can sum things up so well. Oh well a wet christmas it will have to be. Damn!
Anyways, I hope everyone has a wonderful Chistmas and love and hugs to all of you!
Tons of Hugs and kisses!! Merry Christmas!!
P.s. My truck comes home tonight!! YEAH!!!!!!!
The blurry striped thing in the backround of the first picture is her dancing around like the fools we tend to be. I think it turned out AWESOME!! The dogs were having a field day while she was making it. The were both standing at her feet, and catching all the treats that were falling onto the floor. (there was TONS too) Less clean up for me which rocked!!
Not much else. Have to work a full day today (no suprise) and then I'm off until Tuesday. The little one leaves me at noon on Christmas day for a week with her dad. I'm sad already, but hopefully the time will fly by. She was commenting that she'll be coming home to an older mommy though....smartass. It's been raining her all friggin week!! Where's the snow damnit? This morning she said "Well I was hoping for a white christmas not a wet christmas." Ahh, sometimes kids can sum things up so well. Oh well a wet christmas it will have to be. Damn!
Anyways, I hope everyone has a wonderful Chistmas and love and hugs to all of you!
Tons of Hugs and kisses!! Merry Christmas!!
P.s. My truck comes home tonight!! YEAH!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Humpity, hump, hump.......
Happy 'Hump' day!! lol
Oh come on weekend!! I am so looking forward to my three day weekend. YEAH!!! Well, and Christmas too, but time away from here is what's making me giddy. I have been fevershly looking for another job, but no bites yet. This place is a joke!! I won't even begin to tell you what the bossman did to me on Friday. Ok, well maybe now I'll have to. Ok, so Friday was payday and he called me into the back to give me my check (if you can call it a paycheck). He showes me the paycheck of the other girl who works here (who by the way has been doing this for 20+ yrs) and then shows me my check. He then proceeds to ask me how I feel about her bringing home 5x's more than me, and how can I sleep at night bringing home this kind of $ to my daughter. EXCUSE ME??!! I guess, as he claims, it was to 'encourage' me to sell more; to let me know that there's $ here to be made. Ok, not with the commission structure he has set up. Put it this way, if I write a new car for someone I make $2. $2!!!! of which he takes taxes out of so I walk away with like 75 cents or some shit. Oh yeah, so much money to be made here....DICK!! See why I need a new job?!!
I still haven't gotten my truck back yet from my accident. Damn, I think it's been over a month now already!! I called over there last week and they were sending it to paint, so the girl said by the middle of this week it should be ready. Well, it's Wednesday woman and where is my black beast??? Momma misses it already! Granted I've been diggin' the Charger that I've been zipping around in, but nothing compares to my Durango. They had to replace the door, and repair the frame. Yes, I said the FRAME OF THE TRUCK!! That ding bat smashed it all the way into the frame of the damn car. I guess that's what's been taking so long. Ho hum.
The wake was nice. My Aunt looked beautiful!! It brought me to tears. My mom held up ok. Those things are never easy. What was awesome, I have to add, was my cousins reaction when he saw me. Ok picture this.....the little one and I walk in with my parents. A group of cousins are all sitting on couches. My cousin starts to say hi to my parents and notices me behind them. "Hi Aunt Barb, Uncle Jim how....Oh. Jamie. WOW. Holy Shit. How are you?" Mission accomplished!!! No more awkward little girl anymore ah? YEAH BABY!!! My mom even turned around an smiled at me. NIIICE!!! I talked to my mom earlier this morning and she said the funeral was beautiful too. I wish I could've been there. No thanks to DICKMAN BOSSMAN!!! Just to let you in on his compassion level, when the other girl here's husband died a couple years back he flat out told her, a week after his passing, to "Get over it, life goes on!" Excuse me, her husband just died....like her brother found him dead in their bed, and you're telling her to get over it and it's time to move on? I wonder how HE sleeps at night.
I wonder if you can file unemployment for quitting because of abuse. My brother-in-law says you can, but I bet there's a lot of bs to go thru. I could always hide a tape recorder here and play them some of the tape. There would be no question then. LOL Oh well, at least I have a job so that's about the only positive side to the situation. Always look for the positive right SuperChick?!! What ever happened to our mission of only wrighting happy....oh wait PTM and my boss that's what happened. LOL!!!!!!
I was thinking about having a party at my house for New Years. Is that retarded to throw your own birthday party? Not like the man is going to throw one for me. He did ask if there was anything special I wanted to do or anywhere I wanted to go, but New Years is SO much more expensive and all the drunks on the road no thanks. I'd rather hang out at home with my friends and whoop it up there. Safely.
What's everyone else doing for New Years?
Hugs and kisses
Oh come on weekend!! I am so looking forward to my three day weekend. YEAH!!! Well, and Christmas too, but time away from here is what's making me giddy. I have been fevershly looking for another job, but no bites yet. This place is a joke!! I won't even begin to tell you what the bossman did to me on Friday. Ok, well maybe now I'll have to. Ok, so Friday was payday and he called me into the back to give me my check (if you can call it a paycheck). He showes me the paycheck of the other girl who works here (who by the way has been doing this for 20+ yrs) and then shows me my check. He then proceeds to ask me how I feel about her bringing home 5x's more than me, and how can I sleep at night bringing home this kind of $ to my daughter. EXCUSE ME??!! I guess, as he claims, it was to 'encourage' me to sell more; to let me know that there's $ here to be made. Ok, not with the commission structure he has set up. Put it this way, if I write a new car for someone I make $2. $2!!!! of which he takes taxes out of so I walk away with like 75 cents or some shit. Oh yeah, so much money to be made here....DICK!! See why I need a new job?!!
I still haven't gotten my truck back yet from my accident. Damn, I think it's been over a month now already!! I called over there last week and they were sending it to paint, so the girl said by the middle of this week it should be ready. Well, it's Wednesday woman and where is my black beast??? Momma misses it already! Granted I've been diggin' the Charger that I've been zipping around in, but nothing compares to my Durango. They had to replace the door, and repair the frame. Yes, I said the FRAME OF THE TRUCK!! That ding bat smashed it all the way into the frame of the damn car. I guess that's what's been taking so long. Ho hum.
The wake was nice. My Aunt looked beautiful!! It brought me to tears. My mom held up ok. Those things are never easy. What was awesome, I have to add, was my cousins reaction when he saw me. Ok picture this.....the little one and I walk in with my parents. A group of cousins are all sitting on couches. My cousin starts to say hi to my parents and notices me behind them. "Hi Aunt Barb, Uncle Jim how....Oh. Jamie. WOW. Holy Shit. How are you?" Mission accomplished!!! No more awkward little girl anymore ah? YEAH BABY!!! My mom even turned around an smiled at me. NIIICE!!! I talked to my mom earlier this morning and she said the funeral was beautiful too. I wish I could've been there. No thanks to DICKMAN BOSSMAN!!! Just to let you in on his compassion level, when the other girl here's husband died a couple years back he flat out told her, a week after his passing, to "Get over it, life goes on!" Excuse me, her husband just died....like her brother found him dead in their bed, and you're telling her to get over it and it's time to move on? I wonder how HE sleeps at night.
I wonder if you can file unemployment for quitting because of abuse. My brother-in-law says you can, but I bet there's a lot of bs to go thru. I could always hide a tape recorder here and play them some of the tape. There would be no question then. LOL Oh well, at least I have a job so that's about the only positive side to the situation. Always look for the positive right SuperChick?!! What ever happened to our mission of only wrighting happy....oh wait PTM and my boss that's what happened. LOL!!!!!!
I was thinking about having a party at my house for New Years. Is that retarded to throw your own birthday party? Not like the man is going to throw one for me. He did ask if there was anything special I wanted to do or anywhere I wanted to go, but New Years is SO much more expensive and all the drunks on the road no thanks. I'd rather hang out at home with my friends and whoop it up there. Safely.
What's everyone else doing for New Years?
Hugs and kisses
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Stolen...again!
SuperChick stole this from another blog, and I decided to steal it from her. Well, what can you expect? It's has tag potential, but I will refrain this time.....
You can only type one word. No explanations.
Yourself: Lost
Your Partner: Disappointing
Your Hair: straight (today)
Your Mother: Amazing
Your Father: Little
Your Favorite Item: Uggs
Your Dream Last Night: Bad
Your Favorite Drink: Pepsi
Your Dream Car: Jaguar XJ8VP
Your Dream Home: Peaceful
The Room You Are In: Office
Your Ex: Disappointing
Your Fear: Failure
Where You Want to be in Ten Years: Happy
Who You Hung Out With Last Night: Jerkmo
What You’re Not: Independant
Muffins: Blueberry
One of Your Wish List Items: Purse
Time: 9:36 am
The Last Thing You Did: coffee
What You Are Wearing: Cotton
Your Favorite Weather: 70's
Your Favorite Book: Rose Madder
Last Thing You Ate: Crackers
Your Life: backwards
Your Mood: Sad
Your Best Friends: different
What Are You Thinking About Right Now: family
Your Car: SUV
What Are You Doing at the Moment: Working
Your Summer: boring
Relationship Status: ?
What Is On Your TV: nothin'
What Is The Weather Like: Cold
When Is The Last Time You Laughed: yesterday
So, the wake is today/tonight. My parents, the little, and I are going after I get out of work. My poor mom was a wreck last night. I knew she would be. Death sucks ass!! Especially around the holidays. I couldn't find a damn thing I liked to wear this morning. I mean it's a wake, and black is the best color, and that's like more than half my wardrobe, but fuck if I could find anything I felt good in for this! So, long story short (and many cuss words later) I settled on some black dress pants and a charcole grey sweater. BORING!!!!
Now, I'm going to apologize in advance for the next paragraph.........
I know it's a wake, but there are going to be people there that I haven't seen in I can't remember how long. I want to look good. You know for the cousin who was always snotty and jealous because she was a fat, slobby, baby making, trailer-park marrying, slob and you....well....aren't. That type of thing. God, that's SO petty, but I'm being honest. (remember I apologized in advance) For the other cousin who always picked on you, pulled your hair, and got too cool to give you the time of day when he got older. Granted, I'm not trying to give him a stiffy or anything I just want him to look at me and wonder what happened to the skinny, awkward cousin he knew. Where the hot chick came from. That type of thing. I guess I look ok. I mean I look nice, but you know how sometimes you get ready, look at yourself in the mirror, and go 'Damn'. Not like I'm going to a club damn, but damn I'm lookin ok. Oh whatever it's a fucking wake, Jamie get a life!!
Ok, enough self-scolding. I hope everyone has a great day, and I promise I'll have a better post tomorrow. Since I'm not going to the funeral because my boss won't give me the time off cause he said I've been gone long enough which ok I can see, but there was a death in the family but he claims since it's only an aunt so a wake should be good enough. OK DICK!!!
I really need a new job!!
Hugs and kisses
You can only type one word. No explanations.
Yourself: Lost
Your Partner: Disappointing
Your Hair: straight (today)
Your Mother: Amazing
Your Father: Little
Your Favorite Item: Uggs
Your Dream Last Night: Bad
Your Favorite Drink: Pepsi
Your Dream Car: Jaguar XJ8VP
Your Dream Home: Peaceful
The Room You Are In: Office
Your Ex: Disappointing
Your Fear: Failure
Where You Want to be in Ten Years: Happy
Who You Hung Out With Last Night: Jerkmo
What You’re Not: Independant
Muffins: Blueberry
One of Your Wish List Items: Purse
Time: 9:36 am
The Last Thing You Did: coffee
What You Are Wearing: Cotton
Your Favorite Weather: 70's
Your Favorite Book: Rose Madder
Last Thing You Ate: Crackers
Your Life: backwards
Your Mood: Sad
Your Best Friends: different
What Are You Thinking About Right Now: family
Your Car: SUV
What Are You Doing at the Moment: Working
Your Summer: boring
Relationship Status: ?
What Is On Your TV: nothin'
What Is The Weather Like: Cold
When Is The Last Time You Laughed: yesterday
So, the wake is today/tonight. My parents, the little, and I are going after I get out of work. My poor mom was a wreck last night. I knew she would be. Death sucks ass!! Especially around the holidays. I couldn't find a damn thing I liked to wear this morning. I mean it's a wake, and black is the best color, and that's like more than half my wardrobe, but fuck if I could find anything I felt good in for this! So, long story short (and many cuss words later) I settled on some black dress pants and a charcole grey sweater. BORING!!!!
Now, I'm going to apologize in advance for the next paragraph.........
I know it's a wake, but there are going to be people there that I haven't seen in I can't remember how long. I want to look good. You know for the cousin who was always snotty and jealous because she was a fat, slobby, baby making, trailer-park marrying, slob and you....well....aren't. That type of thing. God, that's SO petty, but I'm being honest. (remember I apologized in advance) For the other cousin who always picked on you, pulled your hair, and got too cool to give you the time of day when he got older. Granted, I'm not trying to give him a stiffy or anything I just want him to look at me and wonder what happened to the skinny, awkward cousin he knew. Where the hot chick came from. That type of thing. I guess I look ok. I mean I look nice, but you know how sometimes you get ready, look at yourself in the mirror, and go 'Damn'. Not like I'm going to a club damn, but damn I'm lookin ok. Oh whatever it's a fucking wake, Jamie get a life!!
Ok, enough self-scolding. I hope everyone has a great day, and I promise I'll have a better post tomorrow. Since I'm not going to the funeral because my boss won't give me the time off cause he said I've been gone long enough which ok I can see, but there was a death in the family but he claims since it's only an aunt so a wake should be good enough. OK DICK!!!
I really need a new job!!
Hugs and kisses
Monday, December 18, 2006
I love you Aunt Mae
My Aunt Mae passed away this morning. She was 93. Her kidneys have been failing for awhile now, but she refused dialysis. She knew it was time, and she had been wanting to go for quite awhile now too.
We used to visit her all the time when I was growing up. She used to have this awesome house in Cicero with a great basement. Great for little kids cause it was old and spooky in a cool way. She used to make the most AWESOME cucumber salad that I always craved when we went there. With no fail she would always make it for me. She was the coolest old person I knew. I have so many memories asscoiated with her that there just isn't enough room to type them all.
My mom and her were 'like this'. I feel the most bad for her. Aunt Mae was the last sister left of her mother, and now it's like she has to completly let go of all of that. She's holding up well though. Mom called me on the way home from work on Friday to let me know they had to take Aunt Mae back to the hospital, and we would just have to wait and see. She called me, again, yesterday afternoon to let me know her and my dad were going to the hospital because my Uncle had just called to say that it would only be a couple more days. Now she's at peace.
Sucks when death rears it's ugly head around the holidays, (I think SC is with me on that one) but at least she'll have a happy one with all the people she's had to let go of all these years. She'll finally have Christmas with her husband, parents, and siblings again. I know she's happy, and that makes me happy too.
Not sure when all the services are going to be held, but I know my mom will keep me informed. I assume with Christmas a week away it'll be this week for sure.
I love you Aunt Mae, and I'll miss you!!
Hugs and kisses
We used to visit her all the time when I was growing up. She used to have this awesome house in Cicero with a great basement. Great for little kids cause it was old and spooky in a cool way. She used to make the most AWESOME cucumber salad that I always craved when we went there. With no fail she would always make it for me. She was the coolest old person I knew. I have so many memories asscoiated with her that there just isn't enough room to type them all.
My mom and her were 'like this'. I feel the most bad for her. Aunt Mae was the last sister left of her mother, and now it's like she has to completly let go of all of that. She's holding up well though. Mom called me on the way home from work on Friday to let me know they had to take Aunt Mae back to the hospital, and we would just have to wait and see. She called me, again, yesterday afternoon to let me know her and my dad were going to the hospital because my Uncle had just called to say that it would only be a couple more days. Now she's at peace.
Sucks when death rears it's ugly head around the holidays, (I think SC is with me on that one) but at least she'll have a happy one with all the people she's had to let go of all these years. She'll finally have Christmas with her husband, parents, and siblings again. I know she's happy, and that makes me happy too.
Not sure when all the services are going to be held, but I know my mom will keep me informed. I assume with Christmas a week away it'll be this week for sure.
I love you Aunt Mae, and I'll miss you!!
Hugs and kisses
Friday, December 15, 2006
THE COMMENT MYSTERY HAS BEEN SOLVED!!!!
Thank God for that!! The blogger over at 'The Scratching Post' has solved my mystery!!
Ok, how many of you took advantage of the new, updated version of Blogger? Well I haven't yet and for those of you who have....that's why I can't comment on your blogs!! Because I have not caught up with the times I am left standing out in the cold....all alone....with knowone to comment too. *sniffle, sniffle*
Thank God for small miracles. I can function again, I can get out of this fetal position, and stop rocking back and fourth wondering why I can't comment. LOL
Well I will upgrade soon, and get back into the game. YEAH BABY!!!
Ps. If any of you haven't upgraded yet could you let me know just incase this isn't my answer.
Hugs and Kisses
Ok, how many of you took advantage of the new, updated version of Blogger? Well I haven't yet and for those of you who have....that's why I can't comment on your blogs!! Because I have not caught up with the times I am left standing out in the cold....all alone....with knowone to comment too. *sniffle, sniffle*
Thank God for small miracles. I can function again, I can get out of this fetal position, and stop rocking back and fourth wondering why I can't comment. LOL
Well I will upgrade soon, and get back into the game. YEAH BABY!!!
Ps. If any of you haven't upgraded yet could you let me know just incase this isn't my answer.
Hugs and Kisses
10 shopping days left!
10 days left, and I'm not done yet! I want to get more goodies for the little one, and I need to get the jerk some stuff. Rats! *stamping feet & pouty face* I don't wanna go to the mall anymore. I hate the mall at Christmas. Hate it, hate it, hate it. Too many people, too much traffic, too much bs! Oh well, I guess it's pointless to pout cause I have to get it done!
I was thinking about going to the Picture People and having a nice portrait taken of the little one and me for my parents. I think they would love it. When I was married we would go there everyother year and have our family pictures done. They always came out great! Not your typical pictures like JCPennys or Sears, but not crazy prices either. I got a coupon off the internet for a free 8x10, so that works. I just want a nice, bigger picture for them, and like a 5x7 or something for me. Unless they come out really awesome then I'll have to get a bigger one to hang up in my house too. We'll have to see how it works out. Not a lot of time left, and there's nothing like last minute right? Good grief!
Anyways, Happy Friday everyone! Anyone else have last minute havoc to go take care of? I've been reading that I'm not the only one left. I'd comment about it to you all, but the damn blogger comment thingy STILL won't log me in. I'm at a loss. I sign in with my blogger stuff, and it keeps telling me it can't log me in. Why all of a sudden? I can't even throw comments in under annonomus (damn that's not how you spell that) or anything. I wonder if there's something goofy with my computer. I blog and comment from work, so I wonder if that has something to do with it. I can comment under my own blog, and on blogs that you don't use your blogger account stuff to comment. WTF! Anyone think it's because I don't have beta-blogger or anything like that? Have my nonupgrading ways finally caught up with me or something? I am SO computer illerate it's embarressing. Shhh, don't tell anyone ok?! lol
Thanks for all the great responses to SeeJanes 'toast to good health' idea. You are all so sweet. Me love all of you!! If you haven't said your in yet, and still want to, just let me know and we'll all coordinate something soon. Seems like most of us are in the Central Time Zone, so that's easy enough. For my Cali gal, we'll fit it all in for your butt that's 2 hrs behind the rest of us. ha ha
Oh well gotta fly. TGIF!!
Hugs and Kisses
I was thinking about going to the Picture People and having a nice portrait taken of the little one and me for my parents. I think they would love it. When I was married we would go there everyother year and have our family pictures done. They always came out great! Not your typical pictures like JCPennys or Sears, but not crazy prices either. I got a coupon off the internet for a free 8x10, so that works. I just want a nice, bigger picture for them, and like a 5x7 or something for me. Unless they come out really awesome then I'll have to get a bigger one to hang up in my house too. We'll have to see how it works out. Not a lot of time left, and there's nothing like last minute right? Good grief!
Anyways, Happy Friday everyone! Anyone else have last minute havoc to go take care of? I've been reading that I'm not the only one left. I'd comment about it to you all, but the damn blogger comment thingy STILL won't log me in. I'm at a loss. I sign in with my blogger stuff, and it keeps telling me it can't log me in. Why all of a sudden? I can't even throw comments in under annonomus (damn that's not how you spell that) or anything. I wonder if there's something goofy with my computer. I blog and comment from work, so I wonder if that has something to do with it. I can comment under my own blog, and on blogs that you don't use your blogger account stuff to comment. WTF! Anyone think it's because I don't have beta-blogger or anything like that? Have my nonupgrading ways finally caught up with me or something? I am SO computer illerate it's embarressing. Shhh, don't tell anyone ok?! lol
Thanks for all the great responses to SeeJanes 'toast to good health' idea. You are all so sweet. Me love all of you!! If you haven't said your in yet, and still want to, just let me know and we'll all coordinate something soon. Seems like most of us are in the Central Time Zone, so that's easy enough. For my Cali gal, we'll fit it all in for your butt that's 2 hrs behind the rest of us. ha ha
Oh well gotta fly. TGIF!!
Hugs and Kisses
Thursday, December 14, 2006
A sweet idea....
My friend SeeJane had such a sweet idea that I couldn't help but share it with you all.
Seeing as how it seems that I have finally gotten a hold on my health issues, she thought it would be a great idea if we could all coordinate a blogger 'toast' to me being all better. All of us would coordinate, time-zone friendly, where we all had a coctail, at the same time, in celebration.
Let me know whatcha all are thinkin'......
Thanks for the sweet thought SJ! )hugs(
Hugs and Kisses
Seeing as how it seems that I have finally gotten a hold on my health issues, she thought it would be a great idea if we could all coordinate a blogger 'toast' to me being all better. All of us would coordinate, time-zone friendly, where we all had a coctail, at the same time, in celebration.
Let me know whatcha all are thinkin'......
Thanks for the sweet thought SJ! )hugs(
Hugs and Kisses
Where did all my snow go?
So, on the 1st we got hit with a blizzard. Even though I was so wrapped up in my surgery I was still elated about all the snow! God had made it snow so that I would smile on an otherwise shitty day for me. It was so bad ALL the schools were closed, and the little one spent the ENTIRE day outside playing. She even made a snowball in the shape of a heart for me, and handed it to me as she helped me out of the car. Kids are too cute sometimes. Well now it's all gone. All of it! We had some rain earlier this week, it warmed up into the 40's, and now it looks ugly outside again. Poop! So, if anyone has snow that they aren't loving would you send it to Chicago? At least for my birthday.....which is in 16 DAYS!! Damn, 16 more days of being in my twenties. I am NOT ready to turn 30 just so you all know. Not sure why, but the thought depresses me to no end. Whatever.
So, how the hell is everyone feeling? Everywhere I read everyone is sicker than a dog. What's going on? I guess it's just the winter cold/flu season, but thank God it hasn't hit my house yet. The key word being yet. I'm sure it's only a matter of time before the little one brings home some nasty germ that leaves us all dragging ass like the rest of you. I HATE being sick. Nothing make me crabbier; being sick literally pisses me off! *hang on I need to knock on wood 'cause I'm sure I just jinxed myself talking about it*
In other news.....I had my postop appointment this morning and it was the first time in a long time that I walked out of a doctors office happy. I was so happy that I didn't have to go see yet another doctor, have another test, fill yet another perscription for another pill, tell my asshole boss that I need even more time off or anything like that. It was an awesome feeling! It brought me to tears on the way back to work. I'm healing up well. I'm still a bit sore, but my energy level has definatly increased which means less frustration for me. I hate being laid up and unable to take care of what I need to. This operation put me on my ass big time, and it frustrated the hell out of me, but no more. I am totally on the road to a full recovery. I don't have to take the BC pills back to back anymore either. It's time to see what my body will do normally now. YEAH!!!!!! It will be gradual, but still heading towards normal. Normal....that's something I haven't felt in I don't know how long, and I am so excited to get back to that.
The shot seems to be helping my knee too which rocks! It's still a bit achey, but the cyst on the back of me knee seems to have gone down a bit. I can deal with it acting up every now and again, but as long as I'm not a limping fool all the time anymore that's good enough for this chickypoo. I'm not greedy or unreasionable. I just need to be able to function. I don't think that's too much to ask for, right?
Well gotta get back to work.
Hugs and kisses
So, how the hell is everyone feeling? Everywhere I read everyone is sicker than a dog. What's going on? I guess it's just the winter cold/flu season, but thank God it hasn't hit my house yet. The key word being yet. I'm sure it's only a matter of time before the little one brings home some nasty germ that leaves us all dragging ass like the rest of you. I HATE being sick. Nothing make me crabbier; being sick literally pisses me off! *hang on I need to knock on wood 'cause I'm sure I just jinxed myself talking about it*
In other news.....I had my postop appointment this morning and it was the first time in a long time that I walked out of a doctors office happy. I was so happy that I didn't have to go see yet another doctor, have another test, fill yet another perscription for another pill, tell my asshole boss that I need even more time off or anything like that. It was an awesome feeling! It brought me to tears on the way back to work. I'm healing up well. I'm still a bit sore, but my energy level has definatly increased which means less frustration for me. I hate being laid up and unable to take care of what I need to. This operation put me on my ass big time, and it frustrated the hell out of me, but no more. I am totally on the road to a full recovery. I don't have to take the BC pills back to back anymore either. It's time to see what my body will do normally now. YEAH!!!!!! It will be gradual, but still heading towards normal. Normal....that's something I haven't felt in I don't know how long, and I am so excited to get back to that.
The shot seems to be helping my knee too which rocks! It's still a bit achey, but the cyst on the back of me knee seems to have gone down a bit. I can deal with it acting up every now and again, but as long as I'm not a limping fool all the time anymore that's good enough for this chickypoo. I'm not greedy or unreasionable. I just need to be able to function. I don't think that's too much to ask for, right?
Well gotta get back to work.
Hugs and kisses
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
WTF!!!!
Ok, that's it, I'm about to find the source behind blogger comments and punch him in the face! What is going on??!! I need help here. I cannot log in to comment on blogs. I keep getting this error message saying it couldn't log me in, and to check my password or try again later. WTF!!!!!!!! I put in the same sh*t I've been putting in for how long and NOW it won't/can't log me in anymore??!!
Did you all upgrade and I missed the loop? I'm at a loss, and my blogger friends need me! Help!!
SuperChicks grandpa passed away, and her PTM is being a C U Next Tuesday.
Hawkeye Chick has a sicker than hell family; including a sick husband that the story made me laugh so had I almost wet my pants.
Reformattingmybrian has mouse issues.....
The list keeps going on and on and I can't do sh*t about it. I feel all left out. WTF!!!!!
Anyone, anyone.....Buler, Buler
Did you all upgrade and I missed the loop? I'm at a loss, and my blogger friends need me! Help!!
SuperChicks grandpa passed away, and her PTM is being a C U Next Tuesday.
Hawkeye Chick has a sicker than hell family; including a sick husband that the story made me laugh so had I almost wet my pants.
Reformattingmybrian has mouse issues.....
The list keeps going on and on and I can't do sh*t about it. I feel all left out. WTF!!!!!
Anyone, anyone.....Buler, Buler
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Damn blogger comment thingy
Just wanted to let SeeJane, Hawkeye chick,, Finelly and SuperChick know that the dumb-ass blogger comment thingy wouldn't let me comment for one reason or another AGAIN!!
Also SoozieQ....my computer won't let me see your blog anymore, and it won't let me set up an account to be an 'invited reader' or whatever. I'm sorry. I miss you!!! I was glad to hear from you though. Maybe it's time to break down and start bloggin from home or something.
Damn internet, blogger, comment thingys.
Hugs and kisses
Also SoozieQ....my computer won't let me see your blog anymore, and it won't let me set up an account to be an 'invited reader' or whatever. I'm sorry. I miss you!!! I was glad to hear from you though. Maybe it's time to break down and start bloggin from home or something.
Damn internet, blogger, comment thingys.
Hugs and kisses
Tuesday Tag
So KimmyK and I have this tag relationship going. She always has these fun tags on her blog, and me being the copycat kitty that I am I then tag all of you (which I know you all love me for) So, in keeping with tradition here's another tag!
1. I've come to realize that my family...
- seems to change as I get older. We're all still really close, but the older I get the more they get on my nerves.
2. I am listening to...
- The Christmas channel
3. I talk...
- too much
4. I love...
-My daughter, my dogs, and my shoes
5. My best friend...
- and I haven't seen eachother in over a year. Even though we live 10 mintues from eachother.
6. My first kiss was...
- with a boy named Dan in the third grade. (I know way too young, right?)
7. I lost my virginity...
- On April fools day my junior year. I remember thinking "What's the big deal about this?" LOL
8. I hate it when people...
- are rude
9. Love is...
- Unconditional and amazing
10. Marriage is...
- something I'd try again
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
- Damn Hyman and your F'n tags
12. I'll always...
- know that it could always be worse
13. I have a secret crush on...
- If I told you-it wouldn't be a secret anymore now would it?
14. The last time I cried was because...
- I was sad that the person I'm in love with isn't who I thought he was
15. My cell phone...
- annoys the hell out of me
16. When I wake up in the morning...
- The puppies and I go in and wake up the little one with kisses
17. Before I go to sleep at night...
- I watch TV
18. Right now I am thinking about...
- all my blogger friends
19. Babies are...
- A gift from GOD, and something I'd like to have more of!
20. I get on MySpace....
- Never.
21. Today I...
- Pee'd, got a Starbucks and came to work
22. Tonight I will...
- Go to my parents for dinner
23. Tomorrow I will...
- Come back to this hole
24. I really want...
- A new job
25. The person who most likely to repost this is...
- SuperChick (get to typing missy!!)
Well there you have it! Another 'get to know Hyman because of KimmyK' LOL!!
Hugs and kisses
1. I've come to realize that my family...
- seems to change as I get older. We're all still really close, but the older I get the more they get on my nerves.
2. I am listening to...
- The Christmas channel
3. I talk...
- too much
4. I love...
-My daughter, my dogs, and my shoes
5. My best friend...
- and I haven't seen eachother in over a year. Even though we live 10 mintues from eachother.
6. My first kiss was...
- with a boy named Dan in the third grade. (I know way too young, right?)
7. I lost my virginity...
- On April fools day my junior year. I remember thinking "What's the big deal about this?" LOL
8. I hate it when people...
- are rude
9. Love is...
- Unconditional and amazing
10. Marriage is...
- something I'd try again
11. Somewhere, someone is thinking...
- Damn Hyman and your F'n tags
12. I'll always...
- know that it could always be worse
13. I have a secret crush on...
- If I told you-it wouldn't be a secret anymore now would it?
14. The last time I cried was because...
- I was sad that the person I'm in love with isn't who I thought he was
15. My cell phone...
- annoys the hell out of me
16. When I wake up in the morning...
- The puppies and I go in and wake up the little one with kisses
17. Before I go to sleep at night...
- I watch TV
18. Right now I am thinking about...
- all my blogger friends
19. Babies are...
- A gift from GOD, and something I'd like to have more of!
20. I get on MySpace....
- Never.
21. Today I...
- Pee'd, got a Starbucks and came to work
22. Tonight I will...
- Go to my parents for dinner
23. Tomorrow I will...
- Come back to this hole
24. I really want...
- A new job
25. The person who most likely to repost this is...
- SuperChick (get to typing missy!!)
Well there you have it! Another 'get to know Hyman because of KimmyK' LOL!!
Hugs and kisses
Monday, December 11, 2006
**YAWN**
OMG, I am so tired today for some reason! I feel like I'm walking thru a daze. Nuts.
So, how was everyones weekend? Mine was actually pretty good; for a change. On Friday we did a little running around and ordered a pizza....nice. Saturday I did some stuff around the house at a very lazy pace, when he got home from work we went to the mall to find him something to wear to the Christmas party, and then we went to see 'Blood Diamond'. Holy sh*t was that a brutal movie. Very, very, very, very long. I don't think it helped that we went to the 10:20 pm show (we got out at 1am), but was it good!! That kinda movie that makes you sick, but it's still really good.
Sunday the little one came home early, and her and I ran to the mall/malls to find something for me to wear to the Christmas party. I do it every year; I wait until the DAY OF the party to find an outfit. Well I bought two, and will be returning the other after work today. We had a nice time. We always do. Great food, a nice place, a new outfit, and free booze. Three cosmos later the party got even funner. Maybe that's why I'm so friggin' tired today. I haven't drank in I don't know how long, and then I have three very warming cosmopolotins.....yeah maybe that's it. He was punding those captain and cokes pretty good too, so he's draggin a bit also. Oh well.
Everyday still getting better which is always good. Still sore, but in no need to pop pills anymore. YEAH!! Very tolerable now.
That's it. Pretty retarded post right? Sorry guys, I'm so tired I can barely type much less pretend to work. Hope everyone had fun, and here's hoping for a more awake day tomorrow.
Hugs and kisses
So, how was everyones weekend? Mine was actually pretty good; for a change. On Friday we did a little running around and ordered a pizza....nice. Saturday I did some stuff around the house at a very lazy pace, when he got home from work we went to the mall to find him something to wear to the Christmas party, and then we went to see 'Blood Diamond'. Holy sh*t was that a brutal movie. Very, very, very, very long. I don't think it helped that we went to the 10:20 pm show (we got out at 1am), but was it good!! That kinda movie that makes you sick, but it's still really good.
Sunday the little one came home early, and her and I ran to the mall/malls to find something for me to wear to the Christmas party. I do it every year; I wait until the DAY OF the party to find an outfit. Well I bought two, and will be returning the other after work today. We had a nice time. We always do. Great food, a nice place, a new outfit, and free booze. Three cosmos later the party got even funner. Maybe that's why I'm so friggin' tired today. I haven't drank in I don't know how long, and then I have three very warming cosmopolotins.....yeah maybe that's it. He was punding those captain and cokes pretty good too, so he's draggin a bit also. Oh well.
Everyday still getting better which is always good. Still sore, but in no need to pop pills anymore. YEAH!! Very tolerable now.
That's it. Pretty retarded post right? Sorry guys, I'm so tired I can barely type much less pretend to work. Hope everyone had fun, and here's hoping for a more awake day tomorrow.
Hugs and kisses
Friday, December 08, 2006
TGIF!!
Well here it is another Friday and thank GOD for that. I have to say this has been one of the hardest work weeks I've had in a long time. Whheeewww two whole days in the office. LOL j/k
I am glad the week is over, and I can go right back to sitting on my ass. I'm beat!! Can't wait to get the pep back into my step that's for sure. The little one and I went grocery shopping last night, and by the third isle I was ready to climb in the damn cart and let her push me around. She tried really hard to get me to climb in, and if I had been on a little more Vicodin I just might have concidered it. I'm a goof like that. Needless to say I passed out when sleepy time came. I have a feeling the same will hold true when I go home especially since she's with her dad again this weekend. Ahhh quiet time. I still do miss her terriably by Saturday afternoon though. Oh well.
Not much on the plate this weekend; just resting. Sunday night is jerks managers Christmas party at the county club. (Oh muffy stop) Another night of hearing way too much about his business with a bunch of guys laughing and getting trashed while all the wifes huttle together and get trashed too. Me....well the last two years I've just kinda hung out with the man, and the two of us talk about all the geeks he works with and we get trashed then go home and have great sex. Somehow I think the activities once we get home won't be happening. In fact they won't be happening, but all the rest will. Ah, yes watching his boss grope all the waitresses, and me two whenever we happen to cross paths (YUCK), he's VERY sweet but just a little too touchy feely for this chick. Oh well.
Damn, only 20 minutes left until I can go home. YEAH!!! Even though I'm not so thrilled to be home with him. I can just feel something inside changing towards him. Like really changing, and not for the better which I suppose is a good thing. I just am still pissed about this entire relationship; all the bullshit. I should have nipped it in the bud a LONG time ago, but you can't live on coulda shoulda's I guess. Hopefully my soal is healing and my balls are growing, so that I can wind back the boot and kick his ass out soon! I prey for the strength every day.
Oh well enough drama blah blah. Hope everyone has a great weekend!
Hugs and kisses
I am glad the week is over, and I can go right back to sitting on my ass. I'm beat!! Can't wait to get the pep back into my step that's for sure. The little one and I went grocery shopping last night, and by the third isle I was ready to climb in the damn cart and let her push me around. She tried really hard to get me to climb in, and if I had been on a little more Vicodin I just might have concidered it. I'm a goof like that. Needless to say I passed out when sleepy time came. I have a feeling the same will hold true when I go home especially since she's with her dad again this weekend. Ahhh quiet time. I still do miss her terriably by Saturday afternoon though. Oh well.
Not much on the plate this weekend; just resting. Sunday night is jerks managers Christmas party at the county club. (Oh muffy stop) Another night of hearing way too much about his business with a bunch of guys laughing and getting trashed while all the wifes huttle together and get trashed too. Me....well the last two years I've just kinda hung out with the man, and the two of us talk about all the geeks he works with and we get trashed then go home and have great sex. Somehow I think the activities once we get home won't be happening. In fact they won't be happening, but all the rest will. Ah, yes watching his boss grope all the waitresses, and me two whenever we happen to cross paths (YUCK), he's VERY sweet but just a little too touchy feely for this chick. Oh well.
Damn, only 20 minutes left until I can go home. YEAH!!! Even though I'm not so thrilled to be home with him. I can just feel something inside changing towards him. Like really changing, and not for the better which I suppose is a good thing. I just am still pissed about this entire relationship; all the bullshit. I should have nipped it in the bud a LONG time ago, but you can't live on coulda shoulda's I guess. Hopefully my soal is healing and my balls are growing, so that I can wind back the boot and kick his ass out soon! I prey for the strength every day.
Oh well enough drama blah blah. Hope everyone has a great weekend!
Hugs and kisses
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Tagged again
Superchick tagged me while I was away, so I need to catch up.
My Alphabet!
A- Available or single? Uhhhh...in process of getting single
B- Best Friend? Barb & Mandy
C- Cake or Pie? Pie - French Silk
D- Drink of Choice? Margarita or Pepsi
E- Essential Item? Ugg boots
F- Favorite Color? Purple
G- Gummi Bears or Worms? Neither...YUCK
H- Hometown? Lombard, Il
I- Indulgence? Candy!
J- January or February? January
K- Kids and names? S and two puppies
L- Life is incomplete without? My daughter
M- Marriage Date? August 21, 1999; divorced 6/04
N- Number of Siblings? 1 sister
O- Oranges or apples? Oranges
P- Phobias/Fears? Flying & being put to sleep
Q- Favorite Quote? F a duck
R- Reason to Smile? My daughter always makes me smile
S- Season? Winter...snow snow snow
T- Tag three people! reformattingmybrain, KimmyK, Finelly
U- Unknown Fact about Me! I can't sleep with my closet door open
V- Vegetable you hate? Brussel Sprouts
W- Worst habit? Putting up with too much bs from people
X- X-Rays you've had? 8 Billion...all with in the last 6 months too!
Y- Your favorite food? Pasta
Z- Zodiac? Capercorn
That was fun! Thanks SC!
My Alphabet!
A- Available or single? Uhhhh...in process of getting single
B- Best Friend? Barb & Mandy
C- Cake or Pie? Pie - French Silk
D- Drink of Choice? Margarita or Pepsi
E- Essential Item? Ugg boots
F- Favorite Color? Purple
G- Gummi Bears or Worms? Neither...YUCK
H- Hometown? Lombard, Il
I- Indulgence? Candy!
J- January or February? January
K- Kids and names? S and two puppies
L- Life is incomplete without? My daughter
M- Marriage Date? August 21, 1999; divorced 6/04
N- Number of Siblings? 1 sister
O- Oranges or apples? Oranges
P- Phobias/Fears? Flying & being put to sleep
Q- Favorite Quote? F a duck
R- Reason to Smile? My daughter always makes me smile
S- Season? Winter...snow snow snow
T- Tag three people! reformattingmybrain, KimmyK, Finelly
U- Unknown Fact about Me! I can't sleep with my closet door open
V- Vegetable you hate? Brussel Sprouts
W- Worst habit? Putting up with too much bs from people
X- X-Rays you've had? 8 Billion...all with in the last 6 months too!
Y- Your favorite food? Pasta
Z- Zodiac? Capercorn
That was fun! Thanks SC!
I'm alive
Well I'm here and alive. What a ruff time! OMG!! I knew it was goin to be bad, but I had no idea just how bad it was going to end up.
Ok, so I left here on Thursday and went home to start drinking the poop juice. What a FUN experience that was....NOT!! Got me sicker than hell and after the 3rd time throwing up I said fuck it and didn't drink anymore. Woke up at 4 and starting throwing up AGAIN every 20 minutes from then on until we got to the hospital.
I got the snow I was praying for; in massive ubnundance!! My parents came over at 6:30 am and we left my dad at home with the little one. (her school was closed thank God) All went fine. They took out my appendix and lazered some endometriosis scars they found inside. Good news I guess. I felt like I did 6 gozillion sit ups and got hit in the stomach with a bat 7 gozillion times on top of that! It was the worst pain I have felt in I don't know how long. The jerk came home early, and even built me a snow man outside our living room window for me. He's looking inside the house and he built him so that when I looked down from the upstairs hallway I could see him. I was hoping for flowers or a card, but I guess a snowman will have to do.
Saturday I sent him off to work and proceeded to throw up for more than half the day from the anestesia. No good, kiddies. Trying to get myself in and out of bed on top of throwing up with a sore abdomine and three incisions left me in TEARS!!! My mom came over after she babysat at my sisters and stayed with me until he was on his way home from work.
I was suppose to come back to work yesterday but I wasn't able to sit up straight until yesterday, so today is my first day back. On Tuesday my mom called my boss to tell him I wasn't coming in on Wednesday, and when he started bitching about it SHE LET HIM HAVE IT!!! Holy shit it was beautiful!! Needless to say he's been a concierned pussycat to me ever since. Big change from the man that didn't even have the decency to wish me luck or anything just said he didn't care what I felt like unless I was in the hospital I'd better be here on Wednesday. Well my mom stuck that up his ass! GO MOM!!!
So here I am. I'm still really uncomfortable but it's more tolerable today. Every day something gets a little better, so that's good! I'm just glad I can sleep on my side now because having to sleep on my back made me SO crabby! lol
Good news! I went to the knee doctor on Tuesday and it looks like I might not have to have surgery after all. I have a torn muscle inside and tons of swelling, so he gave me a cortosone injection in my knee (OUCH! My mom said my face turned purple) and I'll know in two weeks if that will do the trick. If not then they'll go in and see what's up, but the torn muscle should heal on it's own. ROCK ON!!! I was thinking about that on Saturday, laying in bed, that there was no way I could handle any more pain. I surpassed my limit, and let me tell you it's pretty high! Put it this way....I had a natural child birth! Just wrong I know, but a needle in my spine just isn't my bag!
I did manage to drag myself out of bed to go to my litle one's very first orchestra recitle on Tuesday. Even though I had to go to the bathroom three times to puke cause that's what happened if I was on my feet too long. Thankfully that passed yesterday. She did SO well. I cried. She saw me crying, and said she almost started crying too. I was so proud of her, my little angel. She was just thrilled that I came. I promised come hell or high water if I could get out of bed I would be there, and I kept that promise! Thanks to my parents for carting my pukie, crying ass around!
So that's the skinny kids. Thanks so much for all your well wishes and love. It means a lot! I missed all of you, and I'm glad to be back in the land of the living. Even if I still feel like an 80 year old. lol
Hugs and kisses
Ok, so I left here on Thursday and went home to start drinking the poop juice. What a FUN experience that was....NOT!! Got me sicker than hell and after the 3rd time throwing up I said fuck it and didn't drink anymore. Woke up at 4 and starting throwing up AGAIN every 20 minutes from then on until we got to the hospital.
I got the snow I was praying for; in massive ubnundance!! My parents came over at 6:30 am and we left my dad at home with the little one. (her school was closed thank God) All went fine. They took out my appendix and lazered some endometriosis scars they found inside. Good news I guess. I felt like I did 6 gozillion sit ups and got hit in the stomach with a bat 7 gozillion times on top of that! It was the worst pain I have felt in I don't know how long. The jerk came home early, and even built me a snow man outside our living room window for me. He's looking inside the house and he built him so that when I looked down from the upstairs hallway I could see him. I was hoping for flowers or a card, but I guess a snowman will have to do.
Saturday I sent him off to work and proceeded to throw up for more than half the day from the anestesia. No good, kiddies. Trying to get myself in and out of bed on top of throwing up with a sore abdomine and three incisions left me in TEARS!!! My mom came over after she babysat at my sisters and stayed with me until he was on his way home from work.
I was suppose to come back to work yesterday but I wasn't able to sit up straight until yesterday, so today is my first day back. On Tuesday my mom called my boss to tell him I wasn't coming in on Wednesday, and when he started bitching about it SHE LET HIM HAVE IT!!! Holy shit it was beautiful!! Needless to say he's been a concierned pussycat to me ever since. Big change from the man that didn't even have the decency to wish me luck or anything just said he didn't care what I felt like unless I was in the hospital I'd better be here on Wednesday. Well my mom stuck that up his ass! GO MOM!!!
So here I am. I'm still really uncomfortable but it's more tolerable today. Every day something gets a little better, so that's good! I'm just glad I can sleep on my side now because having to sleep on my back made me SO crabby! lol
Good news! I went to the knee doctor on Tuesday and it looks like I might not have to have surgery after all. I have a torn muscle inside and tons of swelling, so he gave me a cortosone injection in my knee (OUCH! My mom said my face turned purple) and I'll know in two weeks if that will do the trick. If not then they'll go in and see what's up, but the torn muscle should heal on it's own. ROCK ON!!! I was thinking about that on Saturday, laying in bed, that there was no way I could handle any more pain. I surpassed my limit, and let me tell you it's pretty high! Put it this way....I had a natural child birth! Just wrong I know, but a needle in my spine just isn't my bag!
I did manage to drag myself out of bed to go to my litle one's very first orchestra recitle on Tuesday. Even though I had to go to the bathroom three times to puke cause that's what happened if I was on my feet too long. Thankfully that passed yesterday. She did SO well. I cried. She saw me crying, and said she almost started crying too. I was so proud of her, my little angel. She was just thrilled that I came. I promised come hell or high water if I could get out of bed I would be there, and I kept that promise! Thanks to my parents for carting my pukie, crying ass around!
So that's the skinny kids. Thanks so much for all your well wishes and love. It means a lot! I missed all of you, and I'm glad to be back in the land of the living. Even if I still feel like an 80 year old. lol
Hugs and kisses
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