I've been tagged twice in my absence so here they are.....
Finelly first.....
1. Are your parents married or divorced? Married for 40 some years
2. Are you a vegetarian? Yuck
3. Do you believe in Heaven? Always
4. Have you ever come close to dying? I don't think so
5. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? None
6. Favorite time of day? At night when I have my time to myself
7. Do you eat the stems of broccoli? Depends on the dish
.8. Do you wear makeup? Yes...sometimes more than others
9. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope
10. If you did have plastic surgery, what you you do? Boobs, boobs, boobs
11. What do you wear to bed? VS pj's
12. Have you ever done anything illegal? Yes.
13. Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
14. Do you tweeze your eyebrows? Yes.
15. What kind of sneakers? Anything comfy
16. Do you believe in abortions? I believe it is the WOMAN’S choice.
17. What is your hair color? Brunette
18. Future child’s name? Not going there.
19. Do you snore? Nope
20. If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be? Ireland
21. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Nope just two yorkies
22. If you won the lottery, what would you do first? Pay off any/all debt mine & my family
23. Gold or silver? Platinum.
24. Hamburger or hot dog? Hot dogs
25. If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? Pasta
26. City, beach or country? Country
27. What was the last thing you touched? My keyboard.
28. Where did you eat last? My kitchen
29. When’s the last time you cried? Last night...Dying Young was on....LOVE that movie
30. Do you read blogs? Incessantly.
31. Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? Depends
32. Ever been involved with the police? Nope, I'm a good little girl
33. What’s your favorite shampoo, conditioner and soap? Panteen for the hair B&BW cream lotion
4. Do you talk in your sleep? No
35. Ocean or pool? Ocean
36. Sauna or whirlpool? Both.
37. Starbucks or Krispy Kreme? Starbucks.
38. Window seat or aisle? Definitely window.
39. Ever met anyone famous? Uh....no comment
40. Do you feel that you’ve had a truly successful life? Not yet, but I'm getting there
41. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Both
42. Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey? Oprah.
43. Basketball or Football? Football
45. Automatic or do you drive a stick? Automatic, but I can handle the stick LOL
46. Cake or ice cream? Both
47. Are you self-conscious? Too much
48. Have you ever drank so much you threw up? Too many times......
49. Have you ever given money to a beggar? No
50. Have you been in love? Yes.
51. Where do you wish you were? At home with my little sick angel
52. Are you wearing socks? Yes
53. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? Yes
54. Can you tango? Yes
55. Last gift you received? Spa pkg to Nordstrom
56. Last sport you played? This bean bag game....can't remember the name of it
57. Things you spend a lot of money on? Shoes & the little one
58. Where do you live? In a townhouse
59. Where were you born? Illinois
60. Last wedding attended? My BF's
62. Favorite position? Oh what the hell......on all fours baby!!!
63. Most hated food(s)? Liver, peas
64. Most hated soda pop? anything diet.
65. Can you sing? Nope
66. Last person you instant messaged? I've never IM'd someone
67. Last place you went on holiday? My living room LOL
68. Favorite regular drink? Pepsi
69. Current Song? not sure
70. Tag 3 friends. SuperChick, Reformatting, HawkeyeChick
Ok, now KimmyK's.........I need to list 10 weird things about myself
1. I keep all my shoes in their boxes
2. I have all my clothes arrainged by color in my closet
3. I have a routine in the shower and have to follow it every.damn.time
4. I decorate for every damn holiday...and they're put up on the 1st of that month
5. I always have to talk to my dogs in a baby voice
6. I can't fall asleep unless the TV is on.....BAD habit!
7. I have to scrub all my dishes clean BEFORE I put them in the dishwasher
8. I have a theme song for everything going on in my life
9. I have to drive black cars/trucks
10. I like to dip my pizza in Thousand Island dressing
So there you go!! Who's with me??
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
The MIA has returned!!
Hello everyone!!
What a week! Ok, let's catch up........
Dad came home on Monday night. He's doing much better!! Mom has had to take him to the outpatient for IV iron and calcuim each day, but overall he's recovering well. Still tired and a bit weak, but at least his levels are under control. For the most part! Change in meds/diet and now they're just watching him very closely. At least he's home.
I've been home with the little one all week, and most likely will be home with her again tomorrow. She's got a horriable virus that's had her on her ass since Sunday. She's got a fever that just won't go away!! Jerkmo is off today, so she's home with him. Momma NEEDED to get out into the outside world for a little bit. Being cooped up inside since Sunday had me going mental by 7 last night. Can I just mention that my house is a-gleaming from all the scrubbing I've been doing.....out of bordom! Aside from the fact that I don't get paid if I'm not here, so if I could come in to get a couple bucks yadda yadda. Wait until the boss hears that I won't be here tomorrow!! Oh well. Ask me if I care?
OH!!!!! Remember that job in the lab I applied for way back when??? THEY CALLED ME ON FRIDAY FOR AN INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't had a chance to call back just yet, but I'm not letting that one go. Hopefully all will work out, but I'll keep you all posted.
Well gotta fly. I've got so much to catch up on here. I guess it's just too much for anyone else to pick up the slack when I'm gone. I think I'll keep that in mind when the other girl goes on vacation at the end of March.
Hugs and kisses
What a week! Ok, let's catch up........
Dad came home on Monday night. He's doing much better!! Mom has had to take him to the outpatient for IV iron and calcuim each day, but overall he's recovering well. Still tired and a bit weak, but at least his levels are under control. For the most part! Change in meds/diet and now they're just watching him very closely. At least he's home.
I've been home with the little one all week, and most likely will be home with her again tomorrow. She's got a horriable virus that's had her on her ass since Sunday. She's got a fever that just won't go away!! Jerkmo is off today, so she's home with him. Momma NEEDED to get out into the outside world for a little bit. Being cooped up inside since Sunday had me going mental by 7 last night. Can I just mention that my house is a-gleaming from all the scrubbing I've been doing.....out of bordom! Aside from the fact that I don't get paid if I'm not here, so if I could come in to get a couple bucks yadda yadda. Wait until the boss hears that I won't be here tomorrow!! Oh well. Ask me if I care?
OH!!!!! Remember that job in the lab I applied for way back when??? THEY CALLED ME ON FRIDAY FOR AN INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't had a chance to call back just yet, but I'm not letting that one go. Hopefully all will work out, but I'll keep you all posted.
Well gotta fly. I've got so much to catch up on here. I guess it's just too much for anyone else to pick up the slack when I'm gone. I think I'll keep that in mind when the other girl goes on vacation at the end of March.
Hugs and kisses
Friday, February 23, 2007
Thank You, Thank You!!
Thank you all very much for all your prayers & warm wishes.......it's working!
Daddy's in Intensive Care, but he's stable. I got a call around 4:30 that his levels had gone up even more, so mom had to rush him to the hospital to be admitted. They found out that one of the blood pressure meds that he's on has extra potassium in it. Well, they also found out that his kidneys are only functioning at 50% now, so his body is unable to get rid of the excess on it's own. They started giving him medicine to counter act the potassium. By 10:30 last night the levels had started to come down a bit. THANK GOD!! If they hadn't he would have had to have a round of dyalisis, and he's just not strong enough to handle something like that. We're all so thankful. He'll be in there another couple days, at least, just so they can get him stable and under control. We're not out of the woods just yet, but at least it's getting a little more under control.
I am so emotionally drained today. When my mom called to say she had to take him to the hospital I asked to talk to him. I broke down crying and told him how much I loved him. He started crying too, and said how much he loved me and not to worry. I told him not to let anything happen to him because I couldn't handle if something like that happened. He said not to worry. I WORRIED! You just never know. The idea that my parents would live forever is obviously gone now that I'm older. When your young you just think they will always be around. Then you grow up and reality hits you where it hurts. Right in the heart. Reality is a bitch!!!!
OH.......When my parents went back to the doctor to get his blood drawn my mom said something to them about that 'next of kin bitch' nurse. I'm glad. You can't call someone and use that phrase and think it's ok. I guess they were very suprised at her choice of words too. YA THINK???!!!! So this morning my sister is at the hospital to hang and see what doctors she can catch. Being a doctor herself she's always our go to source for all the info. So I tried calling over there to talk to my dad and the bitch that answered the phone was all like "Oh, he's gone for a procedure" all crotchity. I was like "What procedure? This is his daughter" She cuts me off and goes into the whole "I can't discuss anything with you!" OH NO SHE DIDN'T!!! So I cut her off and said "Fine! I'll just have my mother call." and hung up on her. Called my mom, she called, he went down for an ultrasound and my sister went with him. She kindly informed the nurse that both her daughters are in the medical field and 'procedure' to them (us) DOES NOT mean ultrasound. That's a f'n TEST!!! DUH!!!!!!! The nurse agreed. Now, I get the whole privacy shit, and no info over the phone bullshit, but DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO RUDE???? WTF is with people lately????!!!!! Oh well, I'm over it. B*tch! LOL
So that's the skinny kiddies. Thanks again for all the love. It means SO much!! Love you guys!
Hugs and kisses
Daddy's in Intensive Care, but he's stable. I got a call around 4:30 that his levels had gone up even more, so mom had to rush him to the hospital to be admitted. They found out that one of the blood pressure meds that he's on has extra potassium in it. Well, they also found out that his kidneys are only functioning at 50% now, so his body is unable to get rid of the excess on it's own. They started giving him medicine to counter act the potassium. By 10:30 last night the levels had started to come down a bit. THANK GOD!! If they hadn't he would have had to have a round of dyalisis, and he's just not strong enough to handle something like that. We're all so thankful. He'll be in there another couple days, at least, just so they can get him stable and under control. We're not out of the woods just yet, but at least it's getting a little more under control.
I am so emotionally drained today. When my mom called to say she had to take him to the hospital I asked to talk to him. I broke down crying and told him how much I loved him. He started crying too, and said how much he loved me and not to worry. I told him not to let anything happen to him because I couldn't handle if something like that happened. He said not to worry. I WORRIED! You just never know. The idea that my parents would live forever is obviously gone now that I'm older. When your young you just think they will always be around. Then you grow up and reality hits you where it hurts. Right in the heart. Reality is a bitch!!!!
OH.......When my parents went back to the doctor to get his blood drawn my mom said something to them about that 'next of kin bitch' nurse. I'm glad. You can't call someone and use that phrase and think it's ok. I guess they were very suprised at her choice of words too. YA THINK???!!!! So this morning my sister is at the hospital to hang and see what doctors she can catch. Being a doctor herself she's always our go to source for all the info. So I tried calling over there to talk to my dad and the bitch that answered the phone was all like "Oh, he's gone for a procedure" all crotchity. I was like "What procedure? This is his daughter" She cuts me off and goes into the whole "I can't discuss anything with you!" OH NO SHE DIDN'T!!! So I cut her off and said "Fine! I'll just have my mother call." and hung up on her. Called my mom, she called, he went down for an ultrasound and my sister went with him. She kindly informed the nurse that both her daughters are in the medical field and 'procedure' to them (us) DOES NOT mean ultrasound. That's a f'n TEST!!! DUH!!!!!!! The nurse agreed. Now, I get the whole privacy shit, and no info over the phone bullshit, but DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO RUDE???? WTF is with people lately????!!!!! Oh well, I'm over it. B*tch! LOL
So that's the skinny kiddies. Thanks again for all the love. It means SO much!! Love you guys!
Hugs and kisses
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Need some prayers
For my daddy.....
My dad has been going down hill for several years now. He had a quad bi-pass in 2000, and has been going downhill with Alzshimers, rapidly, for the last couple years too. He used to be so vibrant and active. VERY independant. Now he relies on my poor mom for everything. Everything.
It's been a hard road for all of us. He's just not the same daddy I used to know. It breaks my heart. We've all done what we need to do to adjust, and cry to eachother when we need to. We manage. We all feel blessed that he's stayed with us this long.
My dad hasn't been feeling well for a little over a week not. Everthing in his body has been hurting him. It's his arthritis. He accepted that answer for the last week, but on Tuesday insisted that my mom take him to the doctor. We figured maybe hearing it from the doctor would make him not worry about it so much. It was his arthritis. They drew some labs, just to be sure, and because he hasn't had a round of bloodwork done in a bit, so why not. We have to be soooooo careful with him because even the slightest cold will land him in the hospital. He's just that fragile.
I got a call this morning that went something like this......
"Hello is this Hyman" (you all know she didn't really call me that)
"Yes it is"
"Hello Hyman this is so-and-so from Dr. Meyer's office"
"Yeah"
"Hyman, you're listed as next of kin for your parents"
**gripping my desk** "What's wrong!!"
"Well, Hyman, we despiratly need to get a hold of your dad because he's had some critical lab results come back, and we need to get him back here right away."
Ok, so can I just say for the record DON'T EVER CALL SOMEONE AND USE THE NEXT OF KIN PHRASE IF SOMEONE ISN'T FUCKING DEAD!!!!! Totally uncool! I thought I was going to pass out for a second there.....bitch!!
So my parents are/were at my sisters house and left to go back for more blood work. Apparently my dad's potassium was WAY too high and they were worried is heart would start going all goofy and irregular. JUST WHAT HE NEEDS!!! So they drew more blood and sent it out STAT. We should have the results in about 4 hours or so. If it's still high they'll give him something to make him poop it all out and then draw another set in a couple days. If it went down then they'll just check again in another week or so.
**BIG SIGH** So if everyone could just say a little prayer for my daddy that all turns out ok, and that this isn't the start of something bad I'll love you all even more than I already do!
OH, and add SuperChicks puppy in there too. Come home Zoey!!
Hugs and kisses
My dad has been going down hill for several years now. He had a quad bi-pass in 2000, and has been going downhill with Alzshimers, rapidly, for the last couple years too. He used to be so vibrant and active. VERY independant. Now he relies on my poor mom for everything. Everything.
It's been a hard road for all of us. He's just not the same daddy I used to know. It breaks my heart. We've all done what we need to do to adjust, and cry to eachother when we need to. We manage. We all feel blessed that he's stayed with us this long.
My dad hasn't been feeling well for a little over a week not. Everthing in his body has been hurting him. It's his arthritis. He accepted that answer for the last week, but on Tuesday insisted that my mom take him to the doctor. We figured maybe hearing it from the doctor would make him not worry about it so much. It was his arthritis. They drew some labs, just to be sure, and because he hasn't had a round of bloodwork done in a bit, so why not. We have to be soooooo careful with him because even the slightest cold will land him in the hospital. He's just that fragile.
I got a call this morning that went something like this......
"Hello is this Hyman" (you all know she didn't really call me that)
"Yes it is"
"Hello Hyman this is so-and-so from Dr. Meyer's office"
"Yeah"
"Hyman, you're listed as next of kin for your parents"
**gripping my desk** "What's wrong!!"
"Well, Hyman, we despiratly need to get a hold of your dad because he's had some critical lab results come back, and we need to get him back here right away."
Ok, so can I just say for the record DON'T EVER CALL SOMEONE AND USE THE NEXT OF KIN PHRASE IF SOMEONE ISN'T FUCKING DEAD!!!!! Totally uncool! I thought I was going to pass out for a second there.....bitch!!
So my parents are/were at my sisters house and left to go back for more blood work. Apparently my dad's potassium was WAY too high and they were worried is heart would start going all goofy and irregular. JUST WHAT HE NEEDS!!! So they drew more blood and sent it out STAT. We should have the results in about 4 hours or so. If it's still high they'll give him something to make him poop it all out and then draw another set in a couple days. If it went down then they'll just check again in another week or so.
**BIG SIGH** So if everyone could just say a little prayer for my daddy that all turns out ok, and that this isn't the start of something bad I'll love you all even more than I already do!
OH, and add SuperChicks puppy in there too. Come home Zoey!!
Hugs and kisses
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Happy Thoughts ;)
If this man got ANY hotter I'd have to go to confession just for my impure thoughts.
HE IS SOOOO YUMMY!!!!!!!! I just want to lick him. mmmmmmmmmmmm.
Ok, sorry, it's just one of those kinda days!
Monday, February 19, 2007
I tagged myself, damnit!
My Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? Brian T.
2. Who was your first roommate? Never had one
3. What was your first alcoholic drink?Wine coolers.... Yuck!
4. What was your first job? I worked in the linen department at Sears
5. What was your first car? '86 Chevy Cavilear (hand me down from my sister)
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. ? (I can see her face, but can't think of the name)
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? New Mexico to visit family
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I never snuck out
11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? Next door neighbor T. Haven't talked to her in years.
12. Where was your first sleep over? Joni R's house
13. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning? my puppies
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time? My sisters (I was 8)
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Go potty
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? New Kids on the Block!!! YEAH!!!!
17. First Real Date? Jason J-he took me to Enchanted Castle
18. First celebrity crush? Cory Haim
19. First crush? Uhhhh....can't remember....there've been so many LOL
20. First TRUE love? C
21. When was your first detention? Freshman year...for fighting....I didn't start it....I did finish it though....LOL
22. What was the name of your first pet? Twiggy...a poodle
23. Who was the first person to break your heart? Tony R
24. Who will be the first to repost this? Any takers???!!! HC, reformatting, anyone, anyone
Hugs and kisses
1. Who was your first prom date? Brian T.
2. Who was your first roommate? Never had one
3. What was your first alcoholic drink?Wine coolers.... Yuck!
4. What was your first job? I worked in the linen department at Sears
5. What was your first car? '86 Chevy Cavilear (hand me down from my sister)
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. ? (I can see her face, but can't think of the name)
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? New Mexico to visit family
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I never snuck out
11. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them? Next door neighbor T. Haven't talked to her in years.
12. Where was your first sleep over? Joni R's house
13. Who is the first person you talk to in the morning? my puppies
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time? My sisters (I was 8)
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Go potty
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? New Kids on the Block!!! YEAH!!!!
17. First Real Date? Jason J-he took me to Enchanted Castle
18. First celebrity crush? Cory Haim
19. First crush? Uhhhh....can't remember....there've been so many LOL
20. First TRUE love? C
21. When was your first detention? Freshman year...for fighting....I didn't start it....I did finish it though....LOL
22. What was the name of your first pet? Twiggy...a poodle
23. Who was the first person to break your heart? Tony R
24. Who will be the first to repost this? Any takers???!!! HC, reformatting, anyone, anyone
Hugs and kisses
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Just another day
So, it's Saturday, and I'm working. Well, at least my body is at my work. Usually Saturdays don't bother me much. I'm here by myself, it's usually dead, and I have lots of time to catch up on work from the crazy week. I'm just not in the mood for it today. I'm just kinda blah.
Didn't do SPF yesterday. I was too lazy. The topic was "free". I was going to take a picture of Jerkmo's closet and say that when this closet was full of MY stuff instead of his that would be 'free' to me. It's been a rocky couple of days; to say the least. I'm not going to bore you with the details, but just know that I'm OK and have plans, now more than ever, to move forward.
The little one is with her dad this weekend, and I miss her so much already. No matter what's got me down just her being around makes it all ok. Maybe it's better that I have some time to myself. Maybe it's better to just feel whatever you need to instead of having to put on a happy face.
Not much planned for this weekend. We got pelted with a couple more inches of snow last night, and all I feel like doing is staying all cozy inside with my puppies. The house needs a good cleaning. My brother in law owns a painting/decorating company and yesterday he had some of his guys over to to a bunch of odds and ends for me. NO CHARGE!!! The house looks awesome. I'm soooo happy, and was so excited to go home last night and see it. They repainted the entire downstairs ceiling, hung a new light over my kitchen table, repainted all the trim, patched wall/repainted, hung a new fan in the little ones room, fixed her bathroom sink, and put in a new faucet in the kitchen. WHEW that was a long list. The place looks awesome; I'm so happy!!
Not much other than that, kiddies. Hope everyone has a great weekend, and stay warm!!
Hugs and kisses
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
**pout, pout**
Yep, sorry, that's just how I feel today. Got woke up by 'Aunt Flow' and I feel like sh*t. I did make the most adorable valentines for the little one to hand out at school. (she insisted that she wanted me to make them for her instead of buying them) They turned out soooo cute! **pat on back** Not a darn thing else good to say. Sorry to be such a party pooper.Hope everyone has a wonderful, loving, happy day!!
Hugs and kisses
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
8-12'......Bring it on, baby!!!!!!
Yes, it's that time again.....Hyman is happy 'cause it's-a-snowin' BIG TIME!!!! 8-12' are in store for us and I think I'm the only one, besides the little one, who's happy about it. All the schools are closed, again, and my ass is here at work. Lucky corporate jerks get to stay home, but us independant folks braved the weather. Nothin' my awesome Durango can't handel!! So in other words I'm in a good mood today!
In other news....My daughter is the cutest damn thing sometimes. This morning I was ironing my pants, and she asked if she could iron too. "No, baby mommy needs to iron my pants, but thanks anyways" So then she asks if she can iron 'blankie'. Now, 'blankie' is the baby blanket that I brought her home from the hospital in. It's the most adorable blanket with fluffy, pastel colored teddy bears on it that I got from JCPennys. I had like the entire collection; just adorable. So, I said no prob. She goes upstairs to get 'him' (don't ask me how blankie became a boy, but whatever) So I'm standing there ironing away, and she's standing next to me with 'blankie' all smushed up against her cheek rocking back and forth. "He's a little nervous." "Well how come? You've ironed 'blankie' before." "I know, so I just told him it's kinda like getting a shot. It's just a little scary because you haven't had it happen for awhile, but soon he'll know there's nothing to it." When she was ironing she was humming to herself and asking 'blankie' if the warm heat felt good on such a cold day. Too cute!!! So in the end 'blankie' and my pants look fab-o!!
I watched 'The Exercism of Emily Rose' last night. HOLY SHIT!!! Now I'm a scary movie whore to begin with, but the scary movies that are based on true stories freak the hell out of me. If you haven't seen this movie GO RENT IT or something. It's so worth it. It had just enough scary shit in it to freak you out!! Of course I cried. Poor girl. I am a firm believer that there are deamons walking among us, shit I think I might have even dated a few LOL, but this movie really makes you think. At the end, on her grave site, was the phrase "Seek your salvation with fear and trembeling"....or something close to that. It made me burst out crying (I think I really just need to get my period), but the point that it drove home for me was that thru fear, and beyond, is happiness. Some advise that I need to take home with me. I need to stop being so afraid of certain things/people and walk thru it with the faith that all will be happier on the other side of that fear. Fear is nothing more than evil trying to hold you back from happiness, and I don't want to be afraid anymore.
Hugs and kisses
In other news....My daughter is the cutest damn thing sometimes. This morning I was ironing my pants, and she asked if she could iron too. "No, baby mommy needs to iron my pants, but thanks anyways" So then she asks if she can iron 'blankie'. Now, 'blankie' is the baby blanket that I brought her home from the hospital in. It's the most adorable blanket with fluffy, pastel colored teddy bears on it that I got from JCPennys. I had like the entire collection; just adorable. So, I said no prob. She goes upstairs to get 'him' (don't ask me how blankie became a boy, but whatever) So I'm standing there ironing away, and she's standing next to me with 'blankie' all smushed up against her cheek rocking back and forth. "He's a little nervous." "Well how come? You've ironed 'blankie' before." "I know, so I just told him it's kinda like getting a shot. It's just a little scary because you haven't had it happen for awhile, but soon he'll know there's nothing to it." When she was ironing she was humming to herself and asking 'blankie' if the warm heat felt good on such a cold day. Too cute!!! So in the end 'blankie' and my pants look fab-o!!
I watched 'The Exercism of Emily Rose' last night. HOLY SHIT!!! Now I'm a scary movie whore to begin with, but the scary movies that are based on true stories freak the hell out of me. If you haven't seen this movie GO RENT IT or something. It's so worth it. It had just enough scary shit in it to freak you out!! Of course I cried. Poor girl. I am a firm believer that there are deamons walking among us, shit I think I might have even dated a few LOL, but this movie really makes you think. At the end, on her grave site, was the phrase "Seek your salvation with fear and trembeling"....or something close to that. It made me burst out crying (I think I really just need to get my period), but the point that it drove home for me was that thru fear, and beyond, is happiness. Some advise that I need to take home with me. I need to stop being so afraid of certain things/people and walk thru it with the faith that all will be happier on the other side of that fear. Fear is nothing more than evil trying to hold you back from happiness, and I don't want to be afraid anymore.
Hugs and kisses
Friday, February 09, 2007
I know I'm a geek, but still.....
Some people liked her, others couldn't stand her. I thought she was a little 'off' sometimes, but nevertheless I liked her. At the same time I felt bad for her. My ex and I used to watch her show in 'E', and we shook out heads when she balooned up. Such a pretty girl shouldn't let herself go like that. He made bets that she was doing her attorney, I said he was too much of a dork for her. Whatever the case was we still liked her.
I've only felt like crying when two other celebreties died. The guitarest from Def Leppard (come on I was like 12), and then when JFK Jr died. Yesterday I added her as number three. I feel like that poor woman was just trying so hard to be happy, but someone/something kept pulling the rug right out from under her.
For what it's worth (and I know some of you already think I'm the biggest loser for even posting about her, but just bear with me on this one)
May you find the peace that you just couldn't find here. Hopefully you are reunited with your angel and are able to watch over the angel you left behind.
Rest in Peace, Anna. God be with you!
SPF
So this week Kristine and SuperChick gave us an SPF assignment. Kristine's was something red and SuperChick said to capture something that means something to you. I've captured both here. This is a Build-a-Bear the little one made for me a couple mother's days ago, and the RED heart she made to go with it. The best of both worlds!!!
Did you play?
Hugs and kisses
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Mammaries....like the corner of my mind.......
So last night the little one and I were talking about...boobies. Don't ask me why, I'm not quite sure myself. Actually out of the blue she asked my if I'd ever stuffed my bra with tissues when I was growing up. Odd, but ok. Of course not, but I should own stock in the padded bra industry!! She likes to tease me at the....ahem....lack of boobies that I have, and ask me if I'll be mad at her if her 'girls' are bigger than mine when she grows up. I always tell her no, and say that I'll just know where mine went. ha ha
Anyways, it made me think of an absolutly histarical story that I thought I'd embarress myself here by sharing. The little one couldn't stop laughing when I told her.
Now, I've always been totally self concious about my lack of boobies. (see picture above) Anyways about 12 years ago they came out with this 'great' invention of silicone insert boobies that you put into your bra. Well, my mom (bless her heart) thought it might help me feel better about myself and bought me a pair. OMG was I horrified. So they were like $150, and I felt bad so I tried them out. She kept ranting about how they warm to your body and fit, so no worries about them shifting around, etc. YEAH RIGHT!!! So one fine summer day I was walking around a forrest preserve with my friend C. He was my best guy friend. Loved him to death. Anyways we really weren't of a sober frame of mind so my silly ass decides to do a cartwheel down the path we were walking down.
Do you see what's coming?
You guessed it! PLOP!! Out came the right boobie onto the gravel path. So I did what any horrified 18 year old girl who's boob just fell out onto a gravel path with a boy around would do. I picked it up, brushed it off, put it right back into by bra and kept walking. Now at this point C's ahead of me and I think that I'm in the clear. So we continue to walk a bit more when all of a sudden C grabbs my arm and stops walking. "Can I ask you something?" oh shit "Did I just see your boob fall out back there?" So being that he was my bestist guy friend I pulled both those bitches out, smacked him in the face with them, and replied "YUP!" Needless to say we had to sit down for a few out of fear of wetting out pants from laughter.
So when I got home there was more laughter, and tears, from my mom and we immediatly sent those bitches back. I'll be honest I think my mom even noted that they fell out of my shirt when she sent them back. Knowing her she probaly said it happend in front of a boy too. Smartass that she is. I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!
Ok, so now I've shared an embarressing story and it's now your turn. I want everyone to post one embarressing story on their blog and join me in the head hanging hall of shame today!! Come on I know you've at least got one. Don't make me tag you!!!
Hugs and kisses
Ps....my AA's and I are just going to wait until we can afford fake boobies from a doctor, but for now we love our padded bra's from VS.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Monday ramble
Ok, so I'm not going to talk about how it was 9 below when I woke up this morning, and I'm not going to mention that it's suppose to get to -35 with the windchill tonight. I'm also not going to talk about the F'n Bears from last night. I don't really have much to say about that except WHAT AN OPENING KICK!!!! After that? not much good to say.
The little one's party went well. I felt like it was shit, but my mom says that's because everything was so rushed. The little one had Science Olympics in the morning, so I had to rush her there and rush home to start baking cup cakes. Funny story....so I'm in super rush mode because, of course, I wanted to get so much more done with little time. So I go to open the dumbass package of cake mix and POOF it splits in two and a good chunk of it goes all over the counter, stove, me and the floor. I just stood there for a minute thinking "I so don't have time for this!" So, I grabbed the bowl and shovled what was on the counter into the bowl and continued baking. My mom thought it was a riot when I told her.
People came and then had to leave early for other shit, so it was all rush rush rush. Even her kid party later was all rush because she invited one little boy and, of course, he wasn't sleeping over, so we had to rush rush to get all that done before he left. Then the little girls were left to keep my ass awake until after 1 AM!!! She was bickering with a little girl from her old school THE WHOLE TIME!!! Good lord ladies, you're only 10 what is the big issue???!!! Apparently her friend planned the little ones sleepover all on her own and when the little one and the other girls didn't want to do everything the one girl thought they should do the tears started a flowin'. LORD HELP ME. Yesterday morning I had to step in when her friend was SCREAMING at the little one. I don't think so sweety. I'm the only one who gets to scream in my house. Long story short the little one never wants to talk to her again blah blah "She ruined my party and embarressed me in front of my friends" blah blah. Oh the drama. I will amit she was a bit of a snot.
Anyways I took a couple of naps yesterday, cleaned, started making the thank you cards, and sucked a couple helium baloons down with the little one singing like the chipmunks. It was fun. She was off to bed early because at about 3 she became the winey, crying, tired mess I knew she would turn into. Hey, that's what you get for going to bed at 1am and waking up b4 7! Even I can't be miss sunshine anymore on that little of sleep. Truth be told I'm still tired today. Damn, I hate getting old. Long gone are the days of being able to function on 3 hours of sleep.....regularly. Oh well.
Hope everyone had a great weekend. Anything exciting?
Hugs and kisses
Friday, February 02, 2007
SPF
SPF is brought to us by the lovely Kristine and this week she wants to see...
Buttons.It could be a ‘button’ nose, butterscotch ‘buttons’, clothes buttons, button/pins, button flowers…you decide. Feeling creative?
Buttons.It could be a ‘button’ nose, butterscotch ‘buttons’, clothes buttons, button/pins, button flowers…you decide. Feeling creative?
Ok, since I can't figure out how to arrainge the f'n pictures I'll give my buttons explination here. I love me a car with LOTS of buttons. This is thie 'button center' of my Durango. It has all my stereo, heating, Navigation, butt-warmer buttons. I love it!!
Sorry so short, but crazy at work already.
Did you play? Your asses better have!!! ;)
Hugs and Kisses
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